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shit ive bought so far.

so much to do.. waa.

28

ive been so busy i havent updated.

this computer is so weird. it changes my letters to hiragna.

i am officially a fan of arashi, kattun, and ninomiya.. yeah thats pretty much it.

there are so many things to buy here in japan, its weird, i bought some socks and clothing.. everything is cute.

i also bought magazines.. there is kera like in all bookstores.. i thought it would be harder to find.


i miss a lot of people.

27

Tommorow I leave...

That's it.

26

I don't know what I should be writing anymore.

I'm really excited?

25

I want In Cold Blood by Truman Capote.

I got new sneakers, they're ok.

That's it.

24

The smell of food disgusts me. I'm not sure why, it's creepy. It happens a lot to em though, I don't think I have an amazing relationship with food. I just eat it to survive I guess.

I want this.

23

There is nothing much going on at the moment.

Just getting ready to leave Chile, and that's pretty much it.


I need to buy new shoes.

I think I'm sick, which sucks since I only have one week to recover.

22

I just arrived in Santiago a few hours ago, really tired, I don't think this entry will be interesting.

I forgot my laptop charger so I'm pretty much fucked. Oh well.

9 days left.

21

Had my goodbye party today. I felt a little sad.

I'll leave in a few hours, I'll be in Santiago until the 16th.

I think it has finaly seeped into me, the fact that I'm leaving everything and everyone. Somehow I'm relieved, but also feel this inmense pressure. Sometimes I like it. This feeling.

20

Post number twenty. I wonder if anyone really reads this blog.

Today I'm going out with Yasna. On Friday I think I might be going out with all of my friends to have a goodbye party. I still feel a little sad about that, but at the same time I'm excited.

I wish my hair was nicer, it's very short at the moment, and I sort of wish it was long, but when I had long hair I always wanted short hair. Well until I cut it.

I keep having strange dreams, I can't remember them but I always feel heavy when I wake up. Then again I always have creepy dreams, which is why I'm not that fond of sleeping.

19

I was looking for a little weather cat for my city in Japan, but there was only one for the city I will be going to school in. Oh well.

One of my friends said that she felt like they were going to take away one of her organs when I leave. Well if that happened then I would be left without any organs, I'm going to miss all of my friends I'm leaving behind here in Chile. Although I hope to make good friends in Japan, it's still not the same. Every person is different, each friend is special, so maybe I will feel this slight pain when I leave Japan too.

18

"おしえてよ 魔法のような幸せはどこ？"

- Plastic Tree : 絶 望 の 丘

It makes me feel a little sad. I can relate to it at times. This band is okay, recently I have taking a liking to them, even though I'm not that fond of visual kei at the moment. Their lyrics are very lonely.

Today I went to get a blood test, and the lady couldn't find my vein, and just put the needle in, and it hurt so much. I ran out of the exam room as soon as it was over because I was scared. For some reason... I couldn't move my arm and was in pain for some two hours. I think they should find people with more experience for these jobs, the fact that she had to call another person in to help her with the needle made me nervous.

I love kewpies.

Also I've been considering reading lolita, but I feel that I will probably understand it better when I'm older. I'll defintely start reading One Hundred Years of Solitude though.

17

I had the weirdest dream ever. Period. Javiera, Fernanda and I had gone to buy sushi, and decided to run to the supermarket which was across the street. Then Javiera's shoe fell off, somehow, and she went to get it, and got hit by a car. The thing was that the only thing that happened was that she ran off and peed her pants. Wtf. And she also dropped her cellphone, I decided to pick up the shoe, camera and cellphone and lay it on the street, because she had a skirt and decided to change. It was just so weird...

I'm still tired. Allergies suck.

16

Aaa last day of the music club thing I used to go to. It's a little sad to say goodbye, I met some of my best friends going to their meetings. Well at least I still have my friends.

I also ate sushi with Fernanda, we ordered it over the phone, so it was a home delivery. It took a really long time to get to her house, I think the guy got lost. We also walked her dog, which we always do together.

When I was at her house, I noticed it was cloudy and grey, I love grey days, they make me feel calm.